It's another unforgettable April Fool Day for me..
She gave me a terribly awful prank during this day, in which it triggered back my past memory.. Keep flashing back memory, I was very pissed.. I couldn't believe it MAY be the second time happens to me..
She realized something was wrong, and message me to explain, but in fact, I knew it's prank after all.. I just dun wish this prank becomes real, that's all.. I think I couldn't take it if another couple forms in this WEEK whether or not April Fool, I may just fall deep deep and never back to normal then..
She wasn't in any wrong, is just that I never mention anything about this to her BEFORE.. and so we had a long chat, and I explained to her everything..
- - - - -
Thanks Nic and Louis for hinting me arh~ =DD BUT you two are too slow, cause I alrdy did so last year~ MAYBE I still love her, but really not as much as I did.. "Whether I still love her anot, it doesn't matter alrdy as I just want to see her SMILE only.. I would not propose yet or never.." Sorry Louis, I did got the feeling BUT I doubt I got the confident to "hit it hard" as you said to propose again..
Thanks zharbor for explaining all these, as I said I never blame you for the prank, just that I cannot pass my ownself.. If I never tell you all these, most probably still in my heart somewhere intact.. Other things just keep it within you and me.. =DD "Trust me as much as I trust you.. =D" "I dunno why I told you all these, as I been keeping them to myself for a year alrdy.."
Sorry to those I ever loved~ I ever thought that I did my very best to win you all heart, but never did I realized you all didn't received it one bit.. "I ever thought that I been securing my love as much as I could.." "Even though there's too much restraint, but I wish to have a stable long-lasting r/s.."
My 2011 Precious Moments @ 21st Birthday - - - - - Imagine yourself in this scenario.. After work, loitering in the arcade instead of celebrating birthday with the best friends/clique.. Having a aimless night, wanna go back str8 home after dinner..
In the bus, on the way back.. There was one friend whom pull me back to town, she was one of those had initially plan for my celebration.. But I rejected her invitation since my clique booked me for more than a month or so.. -- Bus 190 was reaching Far East alrdy, after which I dun wish to turn back.. -- I told her, "Give me one reason to stay in town.." -- She replied, "Just alight lo.." -- I alighted w'out seeing her reply.. -- What kind of reply I got sia? HAHAHA.. -- I was kinda mixed feelings larz, -- "since gt ppl ask me stay on" vs. "emolicious" -- Walked from Far East all the way to Scape
Seeing how lively their CNY celebration, envy sio~ Some busy taking photos, some busy chanting the "lou hey", some busy taking chopstick and prepare to dodge the havoc.. -- Imma love this kind of scene, whereby loads of us -- having "lou hey" despite the havoc they would create.. LOLS.. By then I just hide one corner playing my phone, since I dunno MANY of them.. Den find my friend chit chat..
I became their cameraman for the night, hope the photos still orite.. =DD It's somehow like a goodbye session, and suddenly the whole group of them sang birthday song for me.. SURPRISE~! -- Cause I dun suppose those "stranger" would know my b'day.. -- All thanks to da organizers, I suppose Eileen & Magdalene bahs.. -- They got everything planned since I "alighted" from bus.. -- Many of them came to shake my hand and wishes me too.. =DD
After the arcade session @ Scape with da whole group.. We went to the nearby Swensens outside Cineleisure, I dunno what the whole group was doing, all stay down dere dun wan to makan nor go home.. LOLS I walked here and dere finding ppl to chat, when suddenly "EH~" why got cake one????? SURPRISE~! -- Second round of birthday song in the public area.. -- A birthday cake for ME~! WHEE.. Thanks to those sponsors.. =D -- I made the same 3 wishes I made this year
After which, HOME SWEET HOME~! =DD Thanks to all my friends & their friends.. All of your left me a Precious Moment for the year 2011.. =PP
It's just, all these little thoughts of you I don't want to share with anyone, because I want you to be mine, and mine alone
It's just, all these little thoughts of you I don't want to think about them, because I get embarrassed when I smile to myself
You came home so tired after working all night long, and still you held me lovingly Though I was only dreaming, I knew you were there
I miss you, I miss you There's nothing more that I can do now I miss you, I miss you Always.. Forever.. I'll love you
Did you know? On that night.. When we sat down together in the train When I sat beside you.. Did you know what I wished for? Did you know? That night.. When we looked up together at that starry night.. Did you know I could see our happiness written there in the stars? I used to be so alone and lonely You changed me for the better, You always supported me, No matter what
I miss you, I miss you I don't want to have to let you go I miss you, I miss you Always.. Forever.. I'll love you
I miss you, I miss you There's nothing more that I can do now I miss you, I miss you Always, always, always... I'll always love you
La Saint Valentin~! Happy Valentine's Day to everyone~! It's 23 hours more before my 21st b'day~! I hope it shall be a happening one this year.. =DD - - - - - Hope all the one I ever liked/loved live on happily.. Hope those with boyfriend, stay on forever oh.. =P Then those got no boyfriend, faster find one oh.. =P
Imma have a long run planning, just wanna find once and for all.. So if anyone worry for me, thanks ar.. I'm living fine, although I'm still alone.. - - - - - Actually I didn't intend of telling anyone, but since she asked den I just tell lor..
But I dun intend to say it out directly.. Am playing police & theif with her, gave her three clues and locate me.. If she cannot guess it right, imma gonna tell her infront of her.. ONLY if we'll meet.. HAHAHA - - - - - BBBBBBBBBBBUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT she alrdy guess right my 2nd clue b4 I post this out.. It's a french word for her to translate, it's a word that I requires from her IF we'll stead for long run.. She's improving, and eventually is what I want from her.. Not those characteristic I mentioning.. It's personal thing..
My first clue for her, tat person nt sure to review the answer to her.. && that answer is EVERYTHING for her.. HAHAHAHA.. Nice one friend.. =DD So left 3rd clue for her to decode, that's her name.. LOLS.. So isn't hard I guess.. =DDDDDDD - - - - - I just wanna say I dun need her to change anything much, I just want a "2nd clue" from her.. That's just the minimum I want from her.. =D I told "1st clue" most of the things that even she may want to know, that why I told her to ask "1st clue" about it.. Just wanna find some simple clues to lead her to me, I know imma naughty.. LOLS.. Cause I dunno how to express myself right, so just be indirect.. =PP
Live my life to the fullest.. Fall in love with someone true.. Let the past, be past.. Move on.. I believe I can create miracle..
Wondering~~~~~~~~~ - - - - - Should I go Local Uni after NS? >> Still pondering~! AAAaaaaaaaaaaa~!
What course do I enrol? >> Com Sci/Com Engineering/Business Administration etc etc..
Can my O’lvl + Dip results get in? >> O’lvl English D7~!! Nightmare~! >> GPA 3.6+++, with 2 Director’s List, with 2 Distinction modules.. >> Poly lousiest result: D for Year 1 Comm Skills.. LOLS..
Does the course involve whole chuck of English essay? >> Since my O’lvl English got a D7, dun even wish to retake alrdy.. BLAHX~
Would it be better for me to take private? >> If I cannot go uni, most prob I’ll be taking ACCA.. >> I like business stuffs.. =DD
Industrial Attachment Programme ending in 15 days, 11 more working days.. My only comment is, “SLACK SLACK SLACK~!! Hardly any tough work, just some tedious stuff to do.. Dun see any future prospect from this company, since like most of the colleagues not happy with the boss..” Ermz, imma need to boost my physical & stamina everything after IAP ends.. MUST EXERCISE LO~! HAHAHA.. Been more than one semester nv exercise lo.. My running stamina dropped like mad, except my arm muscle maintaining.. Cause I visit ARCADE~! My favourite Bball Shooting Game.. BWAHAHAA.. - - - - - The mysteries of love I couldn’t understand.. For the recent two that I like are totally different & I ever told myself I would never like them.. But after twists and turns, I still choose to like them.. One is a straightforward girl, pretty cool person, and she’s the one gave me the care that I ever yearn for.. But she chose not to let me enter her world, leave me in 2010 and move on herself.. On the opposite, the other whom I give her the care that she ever wanted, but she does not has a “clear mind”, that I pending from entering her world.. Should be spending Valentine’s Day off on my own again.. - - - - - Not sure if imam having the chance to go overseas once more, before going into NS.. OR shall I wait after NS den go leh? HAHAHA..
4 more weeks of IAP~! WOOHOO~! Within the 4 weeks, 2 half-day & 2 full-day OFF~! CNY eve, CNY & collection of YOG cert.. =DD
It's happening FEBRUARY~! 2011 Chinese New Year, it's 4.5 days off including the weekends.. Collection of YOG cert 2011 Valentine's Day My 21st Birthday End of IAP~! Smell of poly graduation lo.. =DD Grace's 21st b'day chalet - - - - - This weekend is my sleeping period.. LOLS.. I slept from 3am til 3pm, 6pm to 9pm, w'out breakfast, w'out lunch.. LOLS.. && now I dun feel like sleeping, had Mocha Frappe jus now.. =D
Later on meeting CYZ to help on her project, && to collect my alter pant @ Bugis Junction.. Maybe I shall do somemore shopping, MAYBE~! - - - - - It's like so many years later den I can see some saving in my bank.. The past 3.5 years working @ McDonald, more than $2000.. I dun see any cents left, I dun even noe how I spend them ALL away..
Trip to Beijing OIPP was no fun at all, this is to answer at least 20 ppl asking me the same question.. =DD The reason is because I still gt my FYP to do.. HAHAHAHAHA..
It's nice knowing the BITC_Hes, they are so fun-loving & caring yoz.. Madness of all, ADAM~! Caring of all, SHAN & SHYAN~! Craziness of all, LEON & XING~! Bargain king of all, LIANG~! Laziness of all, TIANFU~! Unglam of all, JASLYN~! Sickness of all, EILEEN~! Shopping queen of all, JASLYN~! Nursing of all, MAG~! Quiet of all, LONGYUAN~! && others~! Just that dunno wad to describe.. LOLS - - - - - My FYP finally ended on Sunday, when I was chionging my lastmin AES & report.. Just do it, just hand in, just end it lo.. =DD
&& here I am, attachment @ UBI.. am intern wif da GlobalRoam, Solution company they called? I'm the one doing the testing of services they provided.. BUT I haven officially started my work, since my supervisor still nt here && it's 11.17am alrdy.. I suppose he won't be here b4 my lunchbreak.. Been surfing Facebook, Twitter, MSN & blogspot for almost 2 hours alrdy.. =DD
It's another unforgettable April Fool Day for me..
She gave me a terribly awful prank during this day, in which it triggered back my past memory.. Keep flashing back memory, I was very pissed.. I couldn't believe it MAY be the second time happens to me..
She realized something was wrong, and message me to explain, but in fact, I knew it's prank after all.. I just dun wish this prank becomes real, that's all.. I think I couldn't take it if another couple forms in this WEEK whether or not April Fool, I may just fall deep deep and never back to normal then..
She wasn't in any wrong, is just that I never mention anything about this to her BEFORE.. and so we had a long chat, and I explained to her everything..
- - - - -
Thanks Nic and Louis for hinting me arh~ =DD BUT you two are too slow, cause I alrdy did so last year~ MAYBE I still love her, but really not as much as I did.. "Whether I still love her anot, it doesn't matter alrdy as I just want to see her SMILE only.. I would not propose yet or never.." Sorry Louis, I did got the feeling BUT I doubt I got the confident to "hit it hard" as you said to propose again..
Thanks zharbor for explaining all these, as I said I never blame you for the prank, just that I cannot pass my ownself.. If I never tell you all these, most probably still in my heart somewhere intact.. Other things just keep it within you and me.. =DD "Trust me as much as I trust you.. =D" "I dunno why I told you all these, as I been keeping them to myself for a year alrdy.."
Sorry to those I ever loved~ I ever thought that I did my very best to win you all heart, but never did I realized you all didn't received it one bit.. "I ever thought that I been securing my love as much as I could.." "Even though there's too much restraint, but I wish to have a stable long-lasting r/s.."
My 2011 Precious Moments @ 21st Birthday - - - - - Imagine yourself in this scenario.. After work, loitering in the arcade instead of celebrating birthday with the best friends/clique.. Having a aimless night, wanna go back str8 home after dinner..
In the bus, on the way back.. There was one friend whom pull me back to town, she was one of those had initially plan for my celebration.. But I rejected her invitation since my clique booked me for more than a month or so.. -- Bus 190 was reaching Far East alrdy, after which I dun wish to turn back.. -- I told her, "Give me one reason to stay in town.." -- She replied, "Just alight lo.." -- I alighted w'out seeing her reply.. -- What kind of reply I got sia? HAHAHA.. -- I was kinda mixed feelings larz, -- "since gt ppl ask me stay on" vs. "emolicious" -- Walked from Far East all the way to Scape
Seeing how lively their CNY celebration, envy sio~ Some busy taking photos, some busy chanting the "lou hey", some busy taking chopstick and prepare to dodge the havoc.. -- Imma love this kind of scene, whereby loads of us -- having "lou hey" despite the havoc they would create.. LOLS.. By then I just hide one corner playing my phone, since I dunno MANY of them.. Den find my friend chit chat..
I became their cameraman for the night, hope the photos still orite.. =DD It's somehow like a goodbye session, and suddenly the whole group of them sang birthday song for me.. SURPRISE~! -- Cause I dun suppose those "stranger" would know my b'day.. -- All thanks to da organizers, I suppose Eileen & Magdalene bahs.. -- They got everything planned since I "alighted" from bus.. -- Many of them came to shake my hand and wishes me too.. =DD
After the arcade session @ Scape with da whole group.. We went to the nearby Swensens outside Cineleisure, I dunno what the whole group was doing, all stay down dere dun wan to makan nor go home.. LOLS I walked here and dere finding ppl to chat, when suddenly "EH~" why got cake one????? SURPRISE~! -- Second round of birthday song in the public area.. -- A birthday cake for ME~! WHEE.. Thanks to those sponsors.. =D -- I made the same 3 wishes I made this year
After which, HOME SWEET HOME~! =DD Thanks to all my friends & their friends.. All of your left me a Precious Moment for the year 2011.. =PP
It's just, all these little thoughts of you I don't want to share with anyone, because I want you to be mine, and mine alone
It's just, all these little thoughts of you I don't want to think about them, because I get embarrassed when I smile to myself
You came home so tired after working all night long, and still you held me lovingly Though I was only dreaming, I knew you were there
I miss you, I miss you There's nothing more that I can do now I miss you, I miss you Always.. Forever.. I'll love you
Did you know? On that night.. When we sat down together in the train When I sat beside you.. Did you know what I wished for? Did you know? That night.. When we looked up together at that starry night.. Did you know I could see our happiness written there in the stars? I used to be so alone and lonely You changed me for the better, You always supported me, No matter what
I miss you, I miss you I don't want to have to let you go I miss you, I miss you Always.. Forever.. I'll love you
I miss you, I miss you There's nothing more that I can do now I miss you, I miss you Always, always, always... I'll always love you
La Saint Valentin~! Happy Valentine's Day to everyone~! It's 23 hours more before my 21st b'day~! I hope it shall be a happening one this year.. =DD - - - - - Hope all the one I ever liked/loved live on happily.. Hope those with boyfriend, stay on forever oh.. =P Then those got no boyfriend, faster find one oh.. =P
Imma have a long run planning, just wanna find once and for all.. So if anyone worry for me, thanks ar.. I'm living fine, although I'm still alone.. - - - - - Actually I didn't intend of telling anyone, but since she asked den I just tell lor..
But I dun intend to say it out directly.. Am playing police & theif with her, gave her three clues and locate me.. If she cannot guess it right, imma gonna tell her infront of her.. ONLY if we'll meet.. HAHAHA - - - - - BBBBBBBBBBBUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT she alrdy guess right my 2nd clue b4 I post this out.. It's a french word for her to translate, it's a word that I requires from her IF we'll stead for long run.. She's improving, and eventually is what I want from her.. Not those characteristic I mentioning.. It's personal thing..
My first clue for her, tat person nt sure to review the answer to her.. && that answer is EVERYTHING for her.. HAHAHAHA.. Nice one friend.. =DD So left 3rd clue for her to decode, that's her name.. LOLS.. So isn't hard I guess.. =DDDDDDD - - - - - I just wanna say I dun need her to change anything much, I just want a "2nd clue" from her.. That's just the minimum I want from her.. =D I told "1st clue" most of the things that even she may want to know, that why I told her to ask "1st clue" about it.. Just wanna find some simple clues to lead her to me, I know imma naughty.. LOLS.. Cause I dunno how to express myself right, so just be indirect.. =PP
Live my life to the fullest.. Fall in love with someone true.. Let the past, be past.. Move on.. I believe I can create miracle..
Wondering~~~~~~~~~ - - - - - Should I go Local Uni after NS? >> Still pondering~! AAAaaaaaaaaaaa~!
What course do I enrol? >> Com Sci/Com Engineering/Business Administration etc etc..
Can my O’lvl + Dip results get in? >> O’lvl English D7~!! Nightmare~! >> GPA 3.6+++, with 2 Director’s List, with 2 Distinction modules.. >> Poly lousiest result: D for Year 1 Comm Skills.. LOLS..
Does the course involve whole chuck of English essay? >> Since my O’lvl English got a D7, dun even wish to retake alrdy.. BLAHX~
Would it be better for me to take private? >> If I cannot go uni, most prob I’ll be taking ACCA.. >> I like business stuffs.. =DD
Industrial Attachment Programme ending in 15 days, 11 more working days.. My only comment is, “SLACK SLACK SLACK~!! Hardly any tough work, just some tedious stuff to do.. Dun see any future prospect from this company, since like most of the colleagues not happy with the boss..” Ermz, imma need to boost my physical & stamina everything after IAP ends.. MUST EXERCISE LO~! HAHAHA.. Been more than one semester nv exercise lo.. My running stamina dropped like mad, except my arm muscle maintaining.. Cause I visit ARCADE~! My favourite Bball Shooting Game.. BWAHAHAA.. - - - - - The mysteries of love I couldn’t understand.. For the recent two that I like are totally different & I ever told myself I would never like them.. But after twists and turns, I still choose to like them.. One is a straightforward girl, pretty cool person, and she’s the one gave me the care that I ever yearn for.. But she chose not to let me enter her world, leave me in 2010 and move on herself.. On the opposite, the other whom I give her the care that she ever wanted, but she does not has a “clear mind”, that I pending from entering her world.. Should be spending Valentine’s Day off on my own again.. - - - - - Not sure if imam having the chance to go overseas once more, before going into NS.. OR shall I wait after NS den go leh? HAHAHA..
4 more weeks of IAP~! WOOHOO~! Within the 4 weeks, 2 half-day & 2 full-day OFF~! CNY eve, CNY & collection of YOG cert.. =DD
It's happening FEBRUARY~! 2011 Chinese New Year, it's 4.5 days off including the weekends.. Collection of YOG cert 2011 Valentine's Day My 21st Birthday End of IAP~! Smell of poly graduation lo.. =DD Grace's 21st b'day chalet - - - - - This weekend is my sleeping period.. LOLS.. I slept from 3am til 3pm, 6pm to 9pm, w'out breakfast, w'out lunch.. LOLS.. && now I dun feel like sleeping, had Mocha Frappe jus now.. =D
Later on meeting CYZ to help on her project, && to collect my alter pant @ Bugis Junction.. Maybe I shall do somemore shopping, MAYBE~! - - - - - It's like so many years later den I can see some saving in my bank.. The past 3.5 years working @ McDonald, more than $2000.. I dun see any cents left, I dun even noe how I spend them ALL away..
Trip to Beijing OIPP was no fun at all, this is to answer at least 20 ppl asking me the same question.. =DD The reason is because I still gt my FYP to do.. HAHAHAHAHA..
It's nice knowing the BITC_Hes, they are so fun-loving & caring yoz.. Madness of all, ADAM~! Caring of all, SHAN & SHYAN~! Craziness of all, LEON & XING~! Bargain king of all, LIANG~! Laziness of all, TIANFU~! Unglam of all, JASLYN~! Sickness of all, EILEEN~! Shopping queen of all, JASLYN~! Nursing of all, MAG~! Quiet of all, LONGYUAN~! && others~! Just that dunno wad to describe.. LOLS - - - - - My FYP finally ended on Sunday, when I was chionging my lastmin AES & report.. Just do it, just hand in, just end it lo.. =DD
&& here I am, attachment @ UBI.. am intern wif da GlobalRoam, Solution company they called? I'm the one doing the testing of services they provided.. BUT I haven officially started my work, since my supervisor still nt here && it's 11.17am alrdy.. I suppose he won't be here b4 my lunchbreak.. Been surfing Facebook, Twitter, MSN & blogspot for almost 2 hours alrdy.. =DD
photoblog #009: Year 2 Sem 1: MI0805 Class Chalet o6oct'2oo9
photoblog #008: Walking Trip to B.Timah _ SEP'o9
photoblog #007: Study Break Holiday _ AUG'o9
photoblog #006: National Day _ AUG'o9
photoblog #005: Liang's 01 _ JUL'o9
photoblog #004: Class Outing _ MAY'o9
photoblog #003: Comm Skills Presentation _ MAY'o9
photoblog #002: Singapore Flowers Fest _ FEB'o9
photoblog #001: 4E4ian BBQ _ DEC'o8
Actually I love drawings as a form of arts . But I did not continue this interest since YEARS ago . Cause I cannot do shading that the only reason I stop drawing . && I only can do SIMPLE drawing =X
The incident just happened not long ago , when I just got to know CYZ && she told me to tell her a joke . Obviously I dunno how to tell any, but I did a MSN hand-drawn . She liked it && since it just start the interest again .
So for the meanwhile, I'll only do drawing if I feel like it . masterpiece #0XX: Coming SOON~!
masterpiece #003: MINI Photoshop Competition @ NYP
During competition den noe gt theme::Futurismso I handed in this piece of work && earn me 2nd.. MUST STRESS MINI COMPETITION =))
This was what I intended to hand in, tot no theme.. =((
masterpiece #002: Tsuna(Hitman Reborn)
masterpiece #001: Shinchan(Crayon Shinchan)
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Cheekit.xD
Cravin' for MY love one .
We'll be each other's listenin' ear .
She'll be part of my life . LOVE, MISS, DOTE, WANT
the 1 & only YOU .