Thursday, August 7, 2008, 1:27:00 AM
Oh Ya, I am almost out from the LOVE trap. .It's mine Cruel Stage. . Oh boyz. .
I jus yearn for a simple long lasting relationship. .
HAIX. . Why is it that hard for ME only?
Had I ever did anything tat cannot be forgiven?
Back to school today to play, print & read abit. .
Abit on the data fund for the Fri common test. .
BIG morning down @ e-plaza printed notes. .
Til almost afternoon met TF & LP &
we studied tgt, most of the time play game la. .
Afternoon met Angkukueh for maths session,
went Lot1 McDonald den. . Damn noisy, bth. .
Was using lappy flashing maths lecture notes,
when she used my com infront of me. .
Orite la. . No intend to use lappy myself,
den jus let her be. . LOLS. .
She used my EMAIL started ladies session seh. .
It is when such incident occured. .
Since you know I'll be seeing the message history,
you even msg to tell her. .
Are you indirectly telling me also?
Since you no feeling for me,
why not chat wif me n tell me. .
You left me alone dere fancy-ing, while you told me nth. .
Jus let me noe wad ya thinking is good. .
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"I love you", is that wad u wanna see?
Wad's the point telling u. .
I love you I love you I love you over & over the time. .
It jus mean the thingy faded or faked. .
Saying I love you when I JUST wanna chase you,
I tink tat's toying wif ur feeling bahs. .
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I did said 'i love you' to someone b4,
but I did took the serious matter abt it. .
though in the end, is still the same. .
I tell you, I did nt put in 100% feeling into tis matter. .
Cause if I did so, I'll be a pester over it den. .
I'll persist chasing u den, like wad I did last time. .
In the end, still closed the chapter. .
After hearing from Luo Zhi Xiang,
in one of the Showbiz100% on the Cruel Stage preview. .
He said, "Try not to put in full effort into relationship. .
Cause after a while, when ur caring like
getting lesser or wadsoever. .
She would claim that ur heart changes. ."
I got this message into my head & I did so tis time. .
Tis is when she said, "even saying I Love You seems difficult". .
Though I'm so called easy-going, but nt to tis extend bahs. .
Liking u less than 1 month or so nia. .
Wad I could did was jus care for u as much as possible. .
You have ur own idea on relationship den,
those short & sweet type thingy bahs. .
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I yearn for a long lasting & serious relationship. .
A deep thought on "I Love You". .
In & Out guai guai type bahs. . =)
Not a must for pretty one. . =)
Preferring long hair, tot from young. .
Short hair depend bahs. .
Arguement cannot be stop, but can be prevent. .
I'm not a comedian, but I can disturb u too. . =)
I dun like dirty jokes, at times can join. . LOLS. .
I hate vulgarities from gals, at times still acceptable. .
Yet to be thought. . But shud be all these. .
Nt a MUST to follow or wad. .
Jus wanna let them noe, why I like them b4. .
But usually they dunno why i like them. .
Cause they change overtime. . owae kanna. . HAIX. .
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SAME as previous post. .
It's my story, my rants. .
Jus purely from wad I see & my thought. .
It may contain some false ideas from my thought. .
It shud not be any big fuss from any peepos. .
Realistic comments remains, even negative. .
Spams jus remove. . Especially from anonymous. .
Cheekit
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