Thursday, August 27, 2009, 11:42:00 PM
I was SUPER DUPER DAMN EMO-ed ytd,due to that pissed off thingy.. Simply too ANGRY liao..
Yupyup, there are simply too many regretted things I done.....
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My regret is to like "missFIRST", some of you kept asking me right?
This is wad you wan to noe.. =)))))))
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I like "missFIRST", to me she's cute/kind sort of girls that why I like her && she's SAA.. =)))))
I really enjoy chatting wif her den, jus like everyday reached home sure got chat one..
Just last that 2 or 3 weeks, the happily ever CHATTING..
She gt questions I also tried my very best to explain to her liao..
She jus simply huh huh huh? I dun tink my English was tat bad bahs..
At first still okay, but getting impatience overtime..
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Jus for EVERYONE info: FEMALE I still cn bear, if MALE I'll scold vulgarity liao..
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But since dunno when, she's like acting very wierd..
1. Ask me questions den offline..
2. SMS never ever reply && she said she will only reply to the IMPT one only..
3. Talk to me abt homework only, nth else..
I like her for that SINGLE month only..
The last day I like her.. Shud be the day when we had outing && she was sicked..
I was worried sick for her, jus finding all sorts of reason jus to send her home.. =)))
Still rmb, we were on the bus.. I was speechless.. So called 1st 1-to-1 wif her den..
I was SHUANG dao~~!! But my aim still to take care of her la of cos.. =)))
Walked back streets back home, seeing the SMS she replied..
I was thinking she wouldn't reply again bahs, but she did.. Like a MIRACLE.. =)))
It's our projects period liao..
I wasn't noe if she noe tat I never like her OR she was jus acting she duno, I duno too..
But I was sure I nv like her.. She needed help for her project..
Actually, I wanted to reject away.. But see she's a GIRL orite, help bahs..
I dunno how to do one, I found help from my teacher instead.. HAHAHHA..
I was glad that I helped her solve tat MAJOR part she dunno how to do..
BUT to my surprise, she did it AGAIN.. NO SINGLE REPLY AT ALL..
After I send her the file, the following days WE DID NOT CHAT AT ALL..
Only til the accessing day, den she wif the others flooding me..
I was SUPER DUPER under pressured even b4 the accessing of mine..
I dunno why?? My inner part of me, is PRESSURED w'out I noticed it..
I told some of them, I feeling HOT for no reason.. REALLY..
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I not sure wif myself, am I regretting of doing this part for her?
Cause since den, I helped 11 others on that part too.. Shall nt name who..
To my surprises too, those dunno me de oso find me for help
&& become frenz frenz now.. =))))))))))
Grats tat her accessing was so called done successfully..
But she just neglected me leh, I noe some of them took me for granted..
But I just kept quiet && she's too much to the MAX..
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Til den only one of the day we ever talk to each other..
When we having Maths tutorial, YAT said she old den I jus addon nia..
So she would shoot back both of us.. YUP, tat the only time after the proj..
SEP lab oso like seldom unlike the first Month.. =(((((((
Den exam coming soon, she msn-ed me less than 3 min..
Jus to ask for so called IP tip, but dere aren't any..
"HAHA to my DP" << wad gonna do wif IP??
She did nt answer me why she "HAHA..." den go straight to her question..
I did nt even realised she already offline after the 3 min "chat"..
After she gotten her answer from me..
I wanna tell everyone, if you studied IP tb..
You shud already noe just study chap 1,2,4,5,6,7,9,10..
I gt nth to LOSE, but I gain ANGER out of it..
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If YOU really dunno I liked you??
Let me tell you, I "LIKEDDDDDD" you..
Dun ever treat me as a DUMMY TOOL..
**Some of you know it.. Cause I told you so.. th-untoldsecrets
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