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Thursday, March 25, 2010, 3:38:00 AM

Today shud be my grandmother's 6 death anniversary..
Cause my aunt ish coming over to pay a visit..
Okay lar, I'm nt close to ANY of my father's side..

Remember it happened during my Secondary TWO..
I was like having Geography lesson,
when suddenly someone came in & said someone ish bringing ME home..
I was like so blur, cause I dunno what's happening..
There was still a broadcast over the school..
Whereby many other schoolmates thought I BAD BAD,
kanna called down.. They asked me after this incident larz..

I was told that my grandmother was 'going' liao..
It's quite a shock to me, BUT I knew I cannot do anything to turn the time back..
So, I wasn't crying at all in the cab BUT such thing 100% will hit someone's emotion mahs..
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My grandmother died 6 years ago, behind my spot..
It's kinda sad that now CNY my family not doing visiting alrdy, after this incident..
I love going to my grandmother's house, cause every year she would pack $10 to me..
That's alot to me at that time.. I do think those money from her are still in my saving.. =))
Nt my saving kept by me, BUT wif my personal saving..

I dunno if I'm nt wrong, she was "paralysed" before her death..
She was living @ my home, after been push here push dere..
I do regret I nv accompany her much during that period..
I'm shy && I'm scared seeing someone "paralysed".....

For this whole incident I can tell you, I nv shed any tear over it..
Moreover I thought, I heard that she suicided..
I supported her then, if she gonna be happy 'down dere'..
It must be some event that triggered her to do that..
BUT too bad, she couldn't tell us even if she's nt death..

Rest In Peace

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