It's another unforgettable April Fool Day for me..
She gave me a terribly awful prank during this day, in which it triggered back my past memory.. Keep flashing back memory, I was very pissed.. I couldn't believe it MAY be the second time happens to me..
She realized something was wrong, and message me to explain, but in fact, I knew it's prank after all.. I just dun wish this prank becomes real, that's all.. I think I couldn't take it if another couple forms in this WEEK whether or not April Fool, I may just fall deep deep and never back to normal then..
She wasn't in any wrong, is just that I never mention anything about this to her BEFORE.. and so we had a long chat, and I explained to her everything..
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Thanks Nic and Louis for hinting me arh~ =DD
BUT you two are too slow, cause I alrdy did so last year~
MAYBE I still love her, but really not as much as I did..
"Whether I still love her anot, it doesn't matter alrdy as I just want to see her SMILE only.. I would not propose yet or never.."
Sorry Louis, I did got the feeling BUT I doubt I got the confident to "hit it hard" as you said to propose again..
Thanks zharbor for explaining all these, as I said I never blame you for the prank, just that I cannot pass my ownself.. If I never tell you all these, most probably still in my heart somewhere intact.. Other things just keep it within you and me.. =DD
"Trust me as much as I trust you.. =D"
"I dunno why I told you all these, as I been keeping them to myself for a year alrdy.."
Sorry to those I ever loved~ I ever thought that I did my very best to win you all heart, but never did I realized you all didn't received it one bit..
"I ever thought that I been securing my love as much as I could.."
"Even though there's too much restraint, but I wish to have a stable long-lasting r/s.."
